Day 3

I woke up feeling ok but as the hours slink by Im feeling more blue. Maybe it's because I won't have Ashlynn tonight and it's my Friday. I dont feel like doing anything and at the same time I want to do something. Seeing "The Help" or maybe go have a drink with my girlfriend....both possibilites but I just feel down. I'm trying to snap out of it but it's not working.

I still get to talk to Dane daily for the next 3 weeks. I know Dane is making a strong effort to keep me feeling happy and it's appriciated more than he knows. Gosh I love him.

I have to reitterate how much I appriciate everyone's love and support. I got such an overwhelming response from my last entry and I couldn't feel more loved. I know Dane is thankful as well, probably because he know's how much I need everyone right now.

On a side note....work at the Hard Rock is going great. I love my job and was made for this position. I am doing well and making great money. No complaints here. I cut Ashlynn's hair like Suri Cruise last week and have gotten mixed responses. Hair grows back so I am not worried. I think its super cute. Ashlynn is such a joy in my life and really is helping me cope with missing Dane. She is so funny lately, well always really but extra funny lately. She is really into Katy Perry and Taylor Swift. Cracks me up when she sings the words and gets all into it. If I knew how to post a video on here I would. She also had a ceremony yesterday with her and her babysitter for her marriage to Casper the friendly ghost. What a nerd.

Thats my rambling for the day. Thanks for reading.