Have you every been stuck under a wave, you get sucked in and you are being swirled around and disoriented. Its very dark and you feel a sense of anxiety, like you are never going to come out? That is how I have felt for a good 2 years. I can tell you now though, that I finally found the sufface. I took that large, deep, fill your lungs with air breath and felt my heart beat again. I am happy, peaceful, wake up smiling, comfortable. I am somewhere where I have never been, or least don't remember. I have everything I could want right now...
I love my house. I have almost finished decorating it. It has a vintage feminine feel to it. Its my house with my things and its everything that could possibly reflect me and my sense of decor. I especially love my lamp.
My daughter is brilliant and beautiful. She says things to me that make me giggle and then make me wonder how a 3 year old could possibly come up with something so funny. She is girly and thinks she is a princess and she is. She sneaks in my room every night and I dont mind it. I love her.
My boyfriend and I are great. We have reached a stage where we are just enjoying eachother. We have become confortable to a great degree, not a comfortable where it isnt fun anymore. He keeps me on my toes, keeps my interested. He is unlike anyone ive dated. <3
I have had a break away from my normal job and have been covering in a different position, a position I hope to someday have. I enjoy coming to work everyday. I enjoy being surrounded by positivity. I enjoying being in the faces of the big-wigs of the company and making a name for myself.
Life is good.
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