2nd Best Friend.

I am the friend who you call when you need advice. I am the friend you call when you got a promotion and I am the friend who will be the first one to celebrate with you. I am the friend who will bake you cupcakes and we arent even that close. I am the friend who will drop everything I am doing including sleep because you have a flat tire. I am the friend that helps your boyfriend plan your engagement or helps you plan your wedding. I am the first that you call when a family member dies or the love of your life breaks up with you. I am the first to be there when something happens and the last to leave. I will be there the whole time you are in labor with your first baby and even wait in the hallway if I have to.

I am also the friend that never gets called your best friend. I am the first that gets no credit. I am the friend you wont ask to be your maid of honor. I am the friend that you will talk to about all your other friends but the other friends are your sisters. I am the friend who gets taken advantage of and gets talked about.

I am sick of not getting any credit where credit is due. Is this other girl really your best friend? Do you talk to her everyday? Does she help you? Are you a high priority in her life? NO, and I know that because I have been there everytime these girls dont pull through for you. It's bullshit. I'm over it.

I know im not that easy of a girl to deal with and I am so thankful for the people that I consider my best friends. I do tell them I am thankful as often as I can. I apriciate them all more than they even know. All of them have helped my tremendously in all the ways they can. I do not want to seem like i dont appriciate the things they have done for me because that is not the case at all. My point is I am sick of being second best in everyones eyes when I am the one who is always there for them. I give my friends credit for everything, I just dont feel like I get any in return.