Negative.

I've been having so many symptoms that I had in early pregnancy with both the girls. My breast are aching, I'm uber tired and lots of tears. I knew all could be related to the medications I'm still on, but it was in the back of my head that I totally could be pregnant with her baby. 

Today I drove to Napa, the nearest LabCorp and took a blood test. My HCG level was less than one so that means I am not pregnant and their little egg didn't stick. I feel SO bad for them. They were so hopeful. I feel a tad bit like I failed them. She said so many times that she knows I'm going to be the one to give them the baby they want. My heart breaks for them. 

I will be waiting around for word on my next steps. For now, I'm happy to be off the medicines and let what is going to happen next, happen.