15 weeks and counting

What a rollercoaster of emotions. Everyday I feel something completely different from the day before. This has really become a test for me. I like to think I am a strong willed person, but I don't know how strong I think I am anymore. I am eager to see what comes from this waiting. I have high hopes, don't I always. I am trying to not expect too much from this but I am afraid if I do that I will not be %100 me. It's hard to concentrate on everything lately too. There are too many distractions. I need to get my head straight. I can't wait to kiss him or be kissed. It has been so long since I have been kissed. It's funny how much you can enjoy something as small as a kiss. And skin, I miss skin on skin contact. I am not talking about sex, I am just talking about physical contact. I can't wait until 15 weeks is over to see what happens. I wish I could just flash forward and see. I feel like I am really putting myself out on there to get hurt and I swore I wouldn't do that again. What can I say, I'm a sucker for DANEger. ;)