It's getting hard. What does "waiting for someone" even mean. It's not like we had some detailed contract written up. It's because I never talk to him, that it's getting hard. I havent talked to him in almost a week. When you can't hear their voice and be reminded they are still thinking about you, you start to forget. The worst part is even when I do talk to him its not like we are even being mushy and saying anything remotely endearing. We are not to that point, we are not even dating. I am "waiting" to date him? I know I am just at a low point of this rollercoaster I am on and when he does call I will be right back on top, but today it's hard. I'm the kind of girl that needs to be reminded that you care. Maybe that makes me a little high maintanace but I figure all the other things that I don't bitch about makes being reminded not that big of a deal. He's the type of guy who won't remind. He's not a feelings type of guy and this was made a point from the get go. I know this all stems from my own insecurities and they are things I need to get over, but doesn't every girl want to hear some kind of positive reinforcement every once and a while...especially when I am taking 6 months out of the dating life to wait to date you first? I'm done ranting. I need to suck it up. This was my own doing and I WILL be stronger. The end.